I Try To Speak

I try to speak but the words fail

I cry out, but to no avail

There is a hand over my mouth

That keeps my screams from coming out

I have no voice, no way to proclaim

My anguish and suffering and my shame

I try to speak out, but on deaf ears

Not literally, but by careless peers

People who don’t care about my plight

People who see my suffering and get delight

I cry out, they don’t want to hear

I scream out, In my darkest drear

Now don’t get me wrong, People do come

When they want to use my body, get them some

I try to speak out while they are using me

They ears are even closed as they are misusing me

If they would open their ears just for a second

I would scream out forget the mythical legend

I am not a sex object with no feelings

I am not put here for your sexual dealings

I am a woman like other women, who cry

I am a woman like other women, who die

I am a woman like other women, who bleed

I am a woman like other women, who carry seed

I am a woman like other women, who need love

I am a woman like other women, what’s the difference whereof

The only difference between me and others

Is people’s ideas and stigma that covers

The women of color in america

We’ve been branded saddler

We don’t have to fall into that slot

Made to wallow in the slop

Let us rise from the mire

Be real women should be our desire

They won’t give it to us, let’s take it

Change the negative views, and forsake it

The Real Black Man

See with your eyes, Hear with your ears

Open your understanding, As the lie clears

The black man has been demonized

The damage from his enemies advertised

In the media on a daily basis

By a society built upon racists

The lie that the black man is lazy

When his enemies portray him as crazy

The black man is not lazy

He is just in a world led by the shady

He tries to get a job to take care of his family

But he is met with rejection and agony

Fast food jobs can’t pay the bills

Though he is filled with many useful skills

But because he is a Hebrew man

He is constantly knocked down unable to stand

They say the black man is a criminal

Though the media leads him there in the subliminal

The messages they push to our young boys

Their values and morals it destroys

The black man just does what he can

To try to make a way for his family to stand

The effects of the damage done to him through the years

Is the same damage that causes them fears

The black woman was turned on him from the beginning

Played their part well now, let’s change the ending

Women don’t blame your men for their enemies wrong

You just help to make the gap between us strong

That man would take care of you give you the best

If he wasn’t in another man’s land oppressed

Now don’t get me wrong there are fools everywhere

I’m just saying To your men be fair

Keep in mind that he was destroyed and brought low

Through mental and physical abuse long ago

Demeaned and treated as a child

From his enemies the break downs piled

You can’t give them all a chance, some are too far gone

If you do find a real black man, Don’t treat him wrong

Don’t let your enemies tell you what your men are

Begin to work on healing each others scar

Remember he has the weight of the world on his shoulders

Nobody gives him a hand with the heavy boulders

He is made to do what he can with nothing

And expected to come home with something

The black man is stronger than you think

He has been trampled and just won’t sink

Their enemies are astonished at their strength

After the abuse and demonizing long length

They say we have broken their families structure down

A lot continue to to swim, we expected them to drown

We gave them alcohol and drugs everywhere

A lot still don’t partake of it, they stay aware

We feed them garbage through our tvs and radios

But some still stand and oppose

We must admit we have destroyed many

Leaving them broken and without a penny

Building jails we drive them to

By denying them their basic due

We took their nationality from them, rendered them hopeless

Flooded them with so much garbage and called them soulless

Black women embrace your black men

The real black men who try to win

By taking care of his family, though it’s dim

It’s not their fault what happened to them

The real black man who didn’t get sucked into the negative

The real black man that despite it all he tries to live positive

The real black man who doesn’t live by his enemies words

Who let his own experiences move him, not whispers from birds

The real black man that sticks with his wife and kids

The real black man who kids try to pick up garbage and he forbids

The real black man who keeps his kids from the thug ways

The real black man who does his best to lead his family in love always

Not the black boy who embrace the thug ways

Not the black boys who succumbed to the supposed black phase

Not the black boys who make families and leave

Not the black boys who set out to deceive

A woman that could have been shaped right

To become a real man’s heart’s delight

Not whoremongers who taint young girls

Turning them into whores instead of pearls

Venus and Mars

Under the moonlight
Under the stars
We make sweet love
Venus and Mars

Tangled and entwined
Two worlds collide
Galaxies apart
Together we abide

Floating in nowhere
Existing everywhere
Beyond physical
The love we can share

You in me, I in you
Rolled all into one
We hang constantly
Love never undone

Aligning at the right moment
We explode into ecstasy
Venus and Mars
Coexisting so freely

New heights of pleasure
Forbidden to men
We have tapped into
Our love will never end

I Want

You know I’ve been thinking…

A lot lately…About… About

The kind of man…I want

And I… I came up with this

I want a man

That will wipe my…nose

I want a man

That can…curl my toes

I want a man

Who will listen to me…talk

I want a man

That can love me so good..I moonwalk

I want a man

Who is in touch with his…feelings

I want a man

Who makes my toes…point to the ceilings

I want a man

Who has a good…heart

I want a man

Who when I look at him…My engine start

I want a man

Who will…love me

I want a man

Who makes me moan…above me

No seriously though

This I know

I want a man

Who has the ability to be…true

I want a man

Who can say and mean…I love you

I want a man

That I…can trust

I want a man

Who has love for me…not lust

I want a man

Who’s embrace is for…real

I want a man

So loyal…no other could steal

His Cold Touch

I feel his hand brush my chin
My blood runs cold
I knew he’d come back again
To claim my very soul
He tried before
To no avail
I knew I’d see him again
I’ve been quite unwell
I’ve felt his eyeless sockets
Staring from afar
I felt his grip in the night
My chest bares the scar
He doesn’t give up
He waits patiently
Every time my eyes close
He’s by my bed side see
He’s bruised me badly
I guess I gave a hand
Living wrong eating wrong
Too late now to take a stand
Last night my room felt eerie
So my eyes did open wet
Tears were streaming down
As I looked into the face of death

I Was

Ooo boy you hit me like a hurricane
Spinning and spinning my head around
Lifting me into outer space
Your stance your style your demeanor
Ooooo boy giving me chills
I ask can you stay a while
Engage me in dimensions of you
I’ll give you injections of amour
Stop staring directly into my eyes
I don’t know how to swim
Swim through a soul
I’ll lose what I have left of me
Unable to come back to me
When I fall I fall hard
Leave now no wait stay
Typhoon you are
Spinning your web web around me
I’m coddled now and embracing
Every word every message you send
Now I can’t help myself
Longing and yearning and waiting
To see to read to open your comments
I’m already twirling out of control
Will you stop me catch me
Before I smash and break
break
break
Into a million pieces
Spread throughout time
each piece revealing a little more
A little more each time
Until you’ve found every piece of me
Trying to put me back together
When you realize
I I I was your Juliet

Where are you my love

When I awake in the morning
I hope anew
That you will find me
Prince so noble and true
That you will whisk me up
Carry me beyond the moon
Understand me the person inside
As I watch you croon
A melody of perfect love
That tickles my ears
Serenade me O love of mine
So sweetly that I shed tears
You capture them
Store them in your heart
I paint us as one
Than the day depart
Another night I’m disappointed
I lay in bed and stare above
With tears in my eyes
I say
Where are you my love

Under The Moon

I wait for you under the moon

Light gleaming off my caramel skin

Desire tearing at my insides

Waiting for our journey to begin

Rolling on mountains

Kissing in oceans

Caressing in canyons

Drowning in emotions

Draining the atmosphere of all its air

Depriving time of its tick

Defying gravity floating away

Two bodies two hearts click

In a way that is unexplainable un imaginable

Absorbing each other into one energy

One feeling pleasure relishing thrills

Sensations dished out expertly

Shaking the earth with every whimper

I wait for you under the moon

Filled with desire, longing and patience

Awaiting you my powerful typhoon

Waiting to sample those lips

Waiting to embrace your body

Waiting to feel you near me

Sting me my honeybee

Madness

When the darkness sets in
The voices begin
The fog fills my mind
Peace I can’t find
The torment won’t end
The pain is my friend
Agony rests inside
There’s no where to hide
Medicine don’t work
I’m going berserk
Insanity stays
I split different ways
The sun goes in
The day’s at it’s end
I scream real loud
All alone in a crowd
Oh no shadows do creep
Won’t let me get sleep
Seeing what I fear
Ahh the madness is here

These Stripes

The stripes on my back

Tell a story of old

The trails of blood

Etched in flesh so cold

I carry the scars inside and out

Horrors forever branded in my memory

Atrocities so unbelievable

Once sealed up so cleverly

I can tell things done

That would stop your heart

Hebrew children used as gator bait

Hebrew men tore apart

Hebrew women ravished

Sometimes to death

Hebrews treated worse than shit

Until their last breath

These stripes on my back

Tell stories so kind

Compared to the truth

You’ll one day find

The truth is breaking forth

Hebrews open your eyes and see

All the things once hidden from us

Somehow we got the key